todays eating:

Today i have consumed just over 700 calories. 

Im not pleased with myself. I know to some people 700 calories is not too low..

But i dont want to get into 'starvation mode' as people call it cos you know, ew anorexic... 

And apparently you dont even lose weight? 

idk what to do anymore, it seems ive tried and tried but nothing seems to do 'it' for me..

I know i need to exercise more. So that's gunna be my main goal! Tomorrow i shall do a few workout DVDS. 

Just remembered - im going to the cinema tomorrow - eek. Crap . ill have no control on what i eat - well actually i will . but i will have no control on where i eat. Parentals will decided THAT. 

Hope we dont go out for dinner!! So then i can just skip the whole cinema food. oh thats gonna be hard when EVERYONE else is eating ice-cream, popcorn, sweets and hot dogs!! 

:(