Day five, late..

I am sitting in my 'new' bed in my 'new' room in my new house and i have binged. Yes, it was a few minutes past ten and my stomach was really grumbling and i was starving. I knew it was late so i thought i could hold on and go to bed, but i could not. I was starving so i thought 1 biscuit (22 calories per one ) wont hurt... But i was still hungary so i did not think that an apple would hurt either. I Was still hungary! I was like what the fuck?! BE FULL! But no i suddenly got a craving for a cadburys cream egg and there was one, in the fridge staring back at me.. and i ate it. guess what? i was still hungary!!! so i ate 3 more ( 22 kcal per one ) biscuits. Then i was full. finally. 

So thats like 300 more calories to add on! so ive had about 1,200 today. I feel so stupid. I feel like my motivation for losing weight has gone. I said i would have an early night, but thats obviously not the case. I feel super shit.